| My head is clouded up with words people tell me that I've found that I can't think for myself. Sometimes I wonder if all these smiles I put up are for real. My days are routine, school, cca/drama o's, home, homework, sleep....and the cycle repeats itself. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever break out of this cycle. I've tried my best to change it, but no matter what, it seems like I'll always go back to the same old routine. All that I am, all that I ever was, i think is fake. Fake, fake, fake. I'm so confused. I'm stuck in a sheltered world. My parents have sheltered me so much so that I've been blind to the real world. But now, I've come to see the real world. Do i even belong to this world?? Okay, enough of the emoness. School starts tomorrow and I don't even know whatever I'm ready to hit the books again. School is all i've been concentrating on and when it came to the hols, I broke out of the whole thing. It felt like I was a whole new person. But now, tomorrow marks the start of the old me. The study freak I am. I feel like a typical goody two shoes. Oh wells. Anyway, last friday went to a theatre performance put up by ACJC called Inventio at the Singapore Repertory Theatre. The performance was good, just like the last one, Theasthai. Oh and HENRYCK. Hoooooottttneessss!! (i know liz and michelle agree with me! :) ) I tell you we were all so happy when we saw his name on the program sheet. Let's just say we all totally fell in love with him the last time at Theasthai. Ok, I have to admit that his acting skills don't quite match up to his looks but I DON'T CARE. Haha. It's not like i'm in love with him or anything (hey, i love someone else!) but I just find him hot. I bet the peopl sitting behind us in the theatre got kinda pissed when we were discussing His Royal Hotness. SCHOOL. We'll meet again tomorrow. |